Halloween Extravaganza: INTERVIEW: Jack Rollins

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about yourself.

Jack Rollins: I live in Newcastle in the North-East of England. I have three children: a daughter and two sons. I’ve been writing for about twenty years, in which time I have worked in government jobs, the financial sector, adult education, and social care, as well as started and sunk a couple of businesses. No matter how many times I’ve reinvented myself, writing has always remained a part of me.

Meghan: What are five things most people don’t know about you?

Jack Rollins: This is difficult, because I’m known to share quite a lot with my readers across my social media.

  • I run a head shop/new age gift shop.
  • I was divorced by the time I turned 23.
  • I love to sing.
  • My favorite fictional character is Sydney Carton, from A Tale of Two Cities.
  • I love a good board game.

Meghan: What is the first book you remember reading?

Jack Rollins: I remember a little Ladybird Books, skinny hardback of The Golden Goose. I loved that story, the artwork in the book was amazing. I read it again and again. I could only have been a boy of about four or five at the time. The first novel I can remember reading was Roald Dahl’s The BFG, which I was very happy to read again last year, to my sons, across several bedtimes.

Meghan: What are you reading now?

Jack Rollins: On my Kindle app, I’m reading The Hidden, by Fiona Dodwell. I love this story as it’s set in Japan, and I’m a sucker for Japanese culture. I loved the J-horror movies of the 90s and early 00s, so this story takes me back to that time, you know, seeing The Ring and Audition for the first time.

In paperback, I’m reading Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk. I love the movie, but I never did get around to reading the book. So I’m correcting that now, and I’m pleased to say, my familiarity with the movie has not diminished my enjoyment of the book at all.

Meghan: What’s a book you really enjoyed that others wouldn’t expect you to have liked?

Jack Rollins: I loved The Time Traveller’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger. To this day it remains one of my favorite books. The movie adaptation was a travesty. They butchered that book. Someone should’ve been tried for murder when they produced that thing.

Meghan: What made you decide you want to write? When did you begin writing?

Jack Rollins: At school, I always used to mutate creative writing assignments to whatever I wanted to write. Often the teachers would give feedback like: “Entertaining, but has little connection to the brief. Excellent effort.” I took that as a win. If out of all thirty stories they read when they marked their work, they were still entertained by mine, I didn’t give a shit about the brief. That was a win as far as I was concerned. I got more serious about it in my twenties, but didn’t consider myself a writer as such until my early thirties, when I wrote The Cabinet of Doctor Blessing.

Meghan: Do you have a special place you like to write?

Jack Rollins: When the shop is quiet, I get a chance to write. I’m trying to forge out a bit of a routine now, so I can really rack up the word count on some long-languishing projects. But anywhere I can write with minimal distraction becomes, by default, a special place to me.

Meghan: Do you have any quirks or processes that you go through when you write?

Jack Rollins: No, I just battle my lazy brain, or anxious, depressed brain, whatever it is my head tries to throw at me, and then I settle down and hammer the keyboard. I’m trying to ensure I don’t need any little rituals, because not having those down perfectly can become a reason not to write. We have so many distractions these days, don’t we? So it could be easy for me to go down a Twitter rabbit-hole and get lost for 2 hours and realize I now don’t have time to write, because I have to go shopping, or pick my kids up. I need to just be disciplined and write without any bullshit excuses.

Meghan: Is there anything about writing you find most challenging?

Jack Rollins: Remaining free of distraction, and being in the moment enough to find the flow. Some scenes I write can be a bit bumpy to get started, I’m not into it. Then I get going and the characters sort of take over and direct me.

Meghan: What’s the most satisfying thing you’ve written so far?

Jack Rollins: I’m satisfied just to get anything finished. It’s been a hard slog this last few years, I don’t mind admitting. A story like Tread Gently Amidst The Barrows was satisfying because I’d never even considered writing about trolls. I enjoyed learning about the mythology of those creatures and thinking of ways to make it mine. You know, how can I take this idea and make it feel like a Jack Rollins story?

It was the same with Anti-Terror, trying to feel my way around a briefing which was as simple and as complex as: write a story for an Extreme Horror collection. So I had to decided, what is extreme? What’s extreme for me? What are the things that I normally flinch away from in my writing, and how do I get it across in a way that still feels like my story?

In my current work in progress, Carsun, I created a new villain to help me get past the block that prevented previous incarnations of this story from being released. I wrote a scene in which this evil presence is revealed to one of the good guys, and when I finished writing that part, I sat back, very happy with myself and very satisfied that this new addition was the piece that will bring this story right out of development hell. That one scene, when I hit the end, was one of the most satisfying things I have written and when Carsun is released in early 2020, I feel really positive that horror readers will get right into it.

Meghan: What books have most inspired you? Who are some authors that have inspired your writing style?

Jack Rollins: I try not to be over-influenced, really. I remember noticing that when I was starting out, when I was reading David Copperfield, the character descriptions in my writing at the time, became overly-long and out of step with what a modern audience would expect. I try to read for pleasure as opposed to inspiration.

The exception would be Adam Nevill. He inspires me to dig deeper, work harder and really get to the core of the words that will send a shiver up a reader’s spine. Every (fiction) book that I’ve read with his name on the cover has at least once, caused me to feel fear. That’s how into his stories I get. No other writer has every caused that kind of reaction in me. I often wonder if he and I share some common fears. So I think he’s a good role model for me to have as a writer.

In terms of work ethic, I have a lot of respect for Matt Shaw. His extreme style has a huge following and, while it isn’t my favorite subgenre of horror, it’s Matt himself who I find inspirational. His work rate is incredible, banging out novels, novellas and stories while developing movies and all sorts in the background. I’m proud to call him a friend and I look at him to remind myself what’s possible if you just get sat at that keyboard and get to work, and keep working, and keep working.

Meghan: What do you think makes a good story?

Jack Rollins: Probably the same things as anyone else. Good plot. Engaging characters. Natural reactions to unnatural events.

Meghan: What does it take for you to love a character? How do you utilize that when creating your characters?

Jack Rollins: I try not to get too precious about my characters. I found that if I became too attached to them, I pulled punches in my stories – like not wanting to hurt a person that I’m fond of. Instead, I try to remain dispassionate, a casual observer, and cover my eyes and ears when the blood starts flying and the screaming begins. And if I’ve done my job correctly, then the reader will hopefully have developed the attachment to the characters, and they’ll want to look away… but they won’t be able to.

Meghan: Which, of all your characters, do you think is the most like you?

Jack Rollins: I’m not going to say. But he sometimes pops up in my stories, and I tend to make him my worst side. If the character is presented with a choice and I could turn left or right: left is get what you want, but to hell with anyone else; right is try to get what you want, but do your best to inflict no harm. I would like to think that in real life, I’ll go right. He will always go left. He takes the options that occur to me, but which I would never really want to choose. In that way, he’s not like me, he’s just a more expedient version of me. He’s the devil version of me on my shoulder saying, “Take a short-cut this time. Fuck everyone else.”

Meghan: Are you turned off by a bad cover? To what degree were you involved in creating your book covers?

Jack Rollins: I almost always judge a book by its cover, because once I’ve read what’s inside, it becomes a spine or a piece of art staring out at me from my shelf, so I like books that have had some thought in their design.

I had the most input with The Séance because the image was designed by one of my brothers, and the demonic face you see on there is a distorted version of him. So I got to make some suggestions. Generally, though, I’ve worked with cover artists who I can make a suggestion to, show them some cover art styles on other books that I like, and then leave it to them. They’re the experts after all. I have to be comfortable with the product of course, but I respect that they do what I can’t.

I’m having a bit of an artistic binge at the moment, trying painting and sketching. In the long-run I’d like to be able to produce one or two of my own covers with more complexity than say, what I produced for Hard Man.

Meghan: What have you learned creating your books?

Jack Rollins: I’ve learned a lot about Victorian medicine, farming and the age of credulity. From the business side of things, I’ve learned a lot of practical skills about websites, marketing and the creation of the files required for e-books and paperbacks. One of the most important skills I picked up when I ran my ill-fated small press Dark Chapter Press, was typesetting – ensuring the best possible reading experience for the customers at the end. I spent hours tweaking the gaps between words and individual letters to make sure I eliminated ‘widows’ and ‘orphans’ (for those who don’t know, this is when you have lines or whole pages with one or two words on them, the skill is pinching back tiny increments of space throughout the chapter, to draw those words back into a more eye-friendly alignment).

Meghan: What has been the hardest scene for you to write so far?

Jack Rollins: They’re all hard to write, for different reasons. I was working on a sequel to Dead Shore, and I had tears in my eyes after writing one particular sequence. It struck a nerve with me about when my youngest son was only three weeks old and we nearly lost him to a nasty case of bronchiolitis. I didn’t finish the story in the end. Not because of the upset, just because it’s hard not to turn a story like that into another shitty episode of The Walking Dead.

Some scenes are hard to write because you’re trying to find the flow, like I mentioned earlier. It’s not emotionally hard, it’s just the mental act of putting thoughts in order, trying to get the hook, and then physically getting words on the page.

Meghan: What makes your books different from others out there in this genre?

Jack Rollins: My stories tend to be full of characters you can relate to, or at least feel like you know someone similar to them. I want to sell you the people first, and their activity. So a mother walking her toddler along the beach, and him saying things and playing exactly like a toddler of that age does, and the mum thinking the things the mum of a toddler thinks, is going to feel real to you. Then when the weird stuff starts to happen, you’re already locked in. You already care.

I work hard to find emotional hooks in the characters I present you with, so you can go along for the ride without it being spoiled by jarring, uncharacteristic behavior that skips an ocean of character development. The hero isn’t a hero until they’re pushed to become one. And even then, it won’t come easy. And even then, as in Doctor Blessing, they are still going to do things that push them lower in your estimations of them.

Meghan: How important is the book title, how hard is it to choose the best one, and how did you choose yours (of course, with no spoilers)?

Jack Rollins: The title is of vital importance, for building mystery but not giving the game away. I have no formula. The titles just spring from the story. Sometimes it’s right at the beginning, sometimes the title doesn’t reveal itself until the book is finished.

Over the years of working on the various books that have resulted in Carsun, there were titles such as Matt Carsun: Saturnine, Matt Carsun: Man, Matt Carsun: Zero. When the time came to dust him off again and produce the definitive version of the story, the one that I would unleash on the public properly, I dropped most of the elements of the titles from earlier incarnations. Carsun. It’s about him. It’s about his dad, his brother. It’s about what it takes to be him and to remain him by the end of the book. Like the pace of the story, the title suggests urgency, like we’re shouting for him. But are we angry at him? Or do we need him?

Meghan: What makes you feel more fulfilled: Writing a novel or writing a short story?

Jack Rollins: I enjoy writing novels and novellas more than short stories. I always consider myself to be trying to write. If I sold a million books, I’s still be trying to write, to refine my work, to tell better stories that leave a mark on readers. The day you stop trying to write, is the day you’re sitting back on your arse, smugly knocking out the same old tat, knowing that your readers will buy it because your name is on the cover.

I find the storytelling in longer reads easier. I have more time to develop the characters, and to pack more into the plot. I’ve found myself struggling with short stories sometimes, because I naturally stray into Hollywood blockbuster plots, layering up the peril. You just can’t do that in a short. It has to punch hard and snap back quickly, and then it’s gone.

Sometimes, a story like Spores or Once Tolled The Lutine Bell will spring to mind, and it just has this great pace and flow and the story is just the right scale for the number of words required. But it’s rare I can write a short story to order just like that. There’s usually a bit of butchering to be done to get the story down to size, then rewrites to make sure the trim-down didn’t cut the heart out of the piece.

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about your books, your target audience, and what you would like readers to take away from your stories.

Jack Rollins: My books often have some interconnectivity, little Easter eggs that suggest these characters are walking within the same world at different times. Look out for the names of shipping companies and tea brands, demons whose names recur, just little things like that.

Stylistically, Doctor Blessing has to be very different to Carsun, but ultimately both have my signature all over them. I like to see good characters possessed of a power or evil that could swing them either way. Can evil deeds have good consequences? Do the good guys always have to win? The world doesn’t work like that, so why should books?

And while I rail against hope in real life, I think it’s nice to have escapism, and feel hopeful for a desired outcome in the stories. Though, over time, after reading enough of my work, you’ll never know until the last pages if you’re going to get the outcome you think the characters deserve, or do I still have a twist up my sleeve?

Meghan: Can you tell us about some of the deleted scenes/stuff that got left out of your work?

Jack Rollins: The best example I can give is in Carsun. The old versions of the story featured fictionalized impressions of old school friends. Over time, I’ve shifted the focus away from Carsun’s school days and put a few years on him. I realized a few months ago, one of the biggest problems I had was that I hadn’t considered these characters growing up. I had too much of an attachment between those character names and these real guys I don’t see anymore and haven’t heard from in years. I had to cut the ties, strip them out, and replace them with new creations.

When Carsun is released, just know that there are a lot of bodies on the editing room floor, bleeding thick, black ink from their mortal injuries.

Meghan: What is in your “trunk”? (Everyone has a book or project, which doesn’t necessarily have to be book related, that they have put aside for a ‘rainy day’ or for when they have extra time.)

Jack Rollins: I mentioned that I’ve started painting. Painting, more than sketching has become my go-to activity. Even though it means cleaning brushes and palettes afterwards, I am more inclined to jump in and start a painting even in the late evening, than I am to draw. I’m very much a beginner, but I’m pleased that I’ve given painting a try and enjoy it immensely – and if anyone reading this lives with anxiety or depression, take my advice: grab some cheap canvases, brushes and oils or acrylics, stick some Bob Ross on YouTube or Netflix and disappear into your creativity for a while. I swear, you will thank me later.

Meghan: What can we expect from you in the future?

Jack Rollins: More. More novels, more novellas and short stories. Carsun should be with us in early 2020. I have at least one story I’m gearing up set within that world. I have plans for a story set in Newcastle. I might have something up my sleeve for fans of Doctor Blessing, too… but let’s not get too ahead of ourselves, shall we?

Meghan: Where can we find you?

Jack Rollins: I’m all over the usual suspects of social media, where I have a lovely, supportive community of creatives and readers all interacting and having fun. We chat about anything, and you never know… I might even release a book or two!

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Meghan: Do you have any closing words for your fans or anything you’d like to say that we didn’t get to cover in this interview?

Jack Rollins: I’d like to take the chance to say thanks to the readers who have been with me over the years. I appreciate you and your patience over the times where circumstances have required me to step back from writing for a while. I hope the new stories will be worth the wait. And for anyone new to my work, I hope you’ll give me a little of your time and try three of my stories risk-free, by visiting my website and joining my VIP Readers Group (you can leave at any time, even after you’ve downloaded the third book, if you like!), and I hope those stories will mark the start of an exciting relationship between us. I have lots of stories in the pipeline, so now is a really great time to get on board!

Jack Rollins was born and raised among the twisting cobbled streets and lanes, ruined forts and rolling moors of rural Northumberland, England in 1980. He is the author of the horror novel The Cabinet of Doctor Blessing, the novella The Seance, and a range of short, dark fiction tales.

Jack lives in Newcastle, England.

The Cabinet of Dr. Blessing (The Dr. Blessings Collection, Parts 1-3)

A chilling tale of gothic horror, told in three parts, collected in one volume. Dr George Blessing operates in his Victorian London hospital. Sympathetic to the poor, Blessing is summoned to a traumatic childbirth. There he discovers a creature of nightmarish power and malevolent intent, whose unearthly abilities he wants to harness for the good of mankind. When he reveals the secret to a friend after a dinner party, Dr Blessing’s obsession triggers events threatening to destroy his reputation, his family and the entire city. As the creature grows ever more powerful and suspicious investigators close in, the doctor is one step from death at every turn. Told in the tradition of a penny-dreadful, each part intricately spins a gripping web of secrets, lies and death, blending “Hammer House of Horror” style scares with fast paced action.

The Seance: A Gothic Tale of Horror & Misfortune (free on his website)

Albert Kench is summoned back to London from his travels in Australia, and is shocked to find that his sister has suffered horrific mental and physical damage. A man of science and progress, when Albert is told that Sally attended a seance prior to her collapse and has been touched by otherworldly forces, he believes there must be another, more rational explanation. Albert learns of a man who claims mastery of the dark arts, who may hold the key to Sally’s salvation. Albert sets off in search of answers, but can he emerge victorious without faith, or will he be forced to accept the existence of a realm beyond the world around him?

Hard Man

Ruling the dark underworld of Tilwick is no easy feat, but Eddie Garfield does so with brutal efficiency.

For sixty years, he has abided by two simple rules, rules that have painted the cobbles with splattered blood and broken teeth, and forged an impressive legacy. But sixty years is a long time… people are becoming restless; the criminal young bloods are ambitious and hungry to take their slice of the pie, and they’ll do anything to obtain it. Even if it means taking down one of their own… Hard Man takes place in the mysterious town of Tilwick, where the demon Mammon is worshipped as a god. The town featured in Rollins’ story ‘Home, Sweet Home’ (Kill For A Copy, Dark Chapter Press), and will soon provide the chilling backdrop for his long-awaited novel, Carsun.

Dead Shore: A Zombie Outbreak Story (free on his website)

When a group of teenagers mess around with the washed-up body of a dolphin, Karen and toddler Charlie find themselves caught in a wave of chaos and violence as one by one the residents of Ashmouth fall prey to a deadly virus, transforming them into relentlessly violent zombies. Allying herself with Dean, one of the teenage boys, Karen must stay strong and alert as the world she knows crumbles around her and there appears to be no way out. Is the village doomed, and will this zombie outbreak remain contained?

Tread Gently Amidst the Barrows (free on his website)

Tread Gently Amidst the Barrows sees Jack Rollins return to the Victorian era for a chilling, thrilling tale as the progress of mankind and technology trespass into the world of the mythical in Sweden. A series of night-time disappearances among the workforce of railway engineer Oliver Stroud threaten to bring the construction of a new railway bridge to a standstill as local superstitions give rise to unrest and desertion. Stroud is left with no choice but to investigate an ancient burial site to bring closure to the matter once and for all but there is no peace to be found among the barrows of Old Uppsala, for neither the dead, nor the creatures of myth who live among them.

Halloween Extravaganza: INTERVIEW: Brian Hodge

Meghan: Hi, Brian. It is an honor to have you here on Meghan’s House of Books as part of my annual Halloween Extravaganza. Tell us a little bit about yourself.

Brian Hodge: When I did 23andMe, the DNA results showed 12% mountains, 14% being half of a dyad, 8% Maine Coons, 5% coffee, 2% Belgian ale, 6% black metal, 7% Berlin school electronics, 8% ambient, 11% solitude, 6% kettlebells, 4% Odin, 5% Green Man, and 12% trace elements and unidentifiable.

Meghan: What are five things most people don’t know about you?

Brian Hodge: (1) My favorite person from history is Leonardo da Vinci, because I’m fascinated by polymaths. (2) I am, so far, up to a blue belt in Krav Maga, the hand-to-hand combat system of the Israeli Defense Forces (the progression is white, yellow, orange, green, blue, brown, black). (3) I once managed the circus feat of projectile vomiting strawberry shortcake into my own underwear. (4) For more than twenty years, I’ve been an investor. (5) My primary childhood doctor told me I have unusually tough connective tissue, which I’ve chosen to interpret as being armor plated.

Meghan: What is the first book you remember reading?

Brian Hodge: It would’ve been from the Little Golden Books line for children. I had a couple of Christmas books … The ABC’s of Christmas and the other told the Rudolph story.

Meghan: What are you reading now?

Brian Hodge: The same ones. No, okay … I always have a few going at the same time. Right now, that’s The Blade Itself (Joe Abercrombie); Inc. Yourself (Judith McQuown, because I’m thinking about doing that); Faster Than Normal (Peter Shankman, about ADHD brains); Ghost Rider (Rush drummer Neil Peart’s memoir about losing his first family); and The Divine Spark (essays on psychedelics).

Meghan: What’s a book you really enjoyed that others wouldn’t expect you to have liked?

Brian Hodge: Can I cheat? I promise, it’s still writing related. I can’t think of a book, but I loved the show Gilmore Girls. Which probably wouldn’t have been something most people familiar with me would think I’d find essential. But a few weeks after its first season debut, I stumbled across this article, headlined something like “The Best-Written Show You Have No Idea Exists.” Okay, then — challenge accepted. And I right away fell in love with it, in part because the dialogue was so sharply written.

Meghan: What made you decide you want to write? When did you begin writing?

Brian Hodge: Second grade was when I wrote my first story. I was trying novels by sixth. That drive was always there, from even before I’d learned the alphabet, so there was never a conscious decision about it. It was just following the impulse.

Meghan: Do you have a special place you like to write?

Brian Hodge: My desk, most of the time. It’s this big oak beast with a hutch that I bought right after we moved to Colorado. When I snuff it, I’m thinking the whole thing should be smashed up as the wood for my funeral pyre.

Meghan: Do you have any quirks or processes that you go through when you write?

Brian Hodge: It’s more about how I begin the day overall. For me, writing in the morning is optimal, when I’m freshest and my head is clearest. So I get up about 5:30am, and after a bit of mobility warm-up, I head outside for a cardio workout in a fasted state. It comes down to: “Get up, get out, get moving.” It’s usually either trail running or going to the park we live by for a jump rope regimen with agility and weighted ropes. There are a lot of benefits from this: fresh air, getting the blood flowing, and especially the production of BDNF, brain-derived neurotrophic factor. Even in the middle of winter, it has to be awfully deadly out to keep me inside. Then I’m back in for a pint of warm water with lemon juice and apple cider vinegar, and I step into a cold shower for a few minutes. This routine leaves me feeling phenomenal — energized but calm, focused, just plain turbocharged. So it’s a great place from which to begin working.

Meghan: Is there anything about writing you find most challenging?

Brian Hodge: Probably keeping on the right side of perfectionist tendencies, before toppling over onto the other side where they start to become paralyzing.

Meghan: What’s the most satisfying thing you’ve written so far?

Brian Hodge: It’s always the most recent things — the latest novel, The Immaculate Void, and the newest collection, Skidding Into Oblivion. I consider them companion volumes. They started out as a single book, then while writing a capstone piece for the collection I accidentally wrote a novel. And I recently did a piece called “Insanity Among Penguins,” for Final Cuts, an upcoming anthology edited by Ellen Datlow, themed around films. It’s about a lost Werner Herzog documentary, and unnerved the shit out of me more than anything has in a long time.

Meghan: What books have most inspired you? Who are some authors that have inspired your writing style?

Brian Hodge: It was less about individual books than the cumulative effects of bodies of work. There’s no getting away from Stephen King, and encountering Clive Barker was like seeing the bar get raised. John Irving and Shakespeare left their marks. Dylan Thomas, for rhythm, but that came from audio recordings of him. I always like to credit three contemporaries who came along around the same time, Poppy Z. Brite and Caitlín R. Kiernan and Kathe Koja, for making me more aware of language — they all burst out of the gate doing beautiful things with language — and then Kathe turned me onto Cormac McCarthy. Still, that’s scratching the surface. I’m always absorbing something.

Meghan: What do you think makes a good story?

Brian Hodge: Compelling characters in interesting situations. Preferably situations whose resolutions aren’t telegraphed too obviously ahead of time, and ideally in well-realized settings.

Meghan: What does it take for you to love a character? How do you utilize that when creating your characters?

Brian Hodge: Just like loving people in real life, there’s almost no end of reasons, or combinations of reasons, that can bring it about. It could be elements of chemistry and compatibility, like worldview and humor and vulnerabilities. It could be admirable traits, like commitment to a cause or striving to do the right thing no matter how hard it may be.

I found Game of Thrones to be a master class in this. There were so many characters I loved, and for different reasons. But one thing I noticed that I especially responded to were characters who were devoted to protecting, looking out for, whatever, one or more weaker characters — even if they were only weaker in the moment — no matter the cost. It was the selflessness of that.

So in my own work, I’m more conscious of this than I used to be. But then, two or three years ago, I had a similar thing called to my attention in a review. I don’t remember what it was covering specifically, but the reviewer brought up having noticed this thread throughout several things of mine they’d read: of characters having to make really hard choices. I hadn’t consciously realized it, but it made me think: Yeah, I guess that’s right. I love it when characters find it in themselves to make the hardest moral choices of their lives. Okay, then, more of that.

Meghan: Which, of all your characters, do you think is the most like you?

Brian Hodge: I’d have to go back to my first couple of novels, Oasis and Dark Advent, the main protagonists of those. A few years ago, in an afterword to a new edition of the latter, I mentioned that the reason the central characters of both novels are students is because, at the time, a student was still about all I knew anything about being. They were such early novels…not just early in my overall body of work, but early in my life. I wrote Oasis about a year out of university. So it was like, okay, if I tap all that, high school and college, at least I’ll have that much locked down. So we’re talking most like me at the time of the writing, but not now. You grow, you evolve, you start achieving your Ultimate Form. I wouldn’t want to be either of those lunkheads now.

Meghan: Are you turned off by a bad cover? To what degree were you involved in creating your book covers?

Brian Hodge: I should know better, but, yeah, I still can’t help seeing a bad cover as a poor reflection of the contents. As for my own, I’ve occupied every possible station along the continuum: with no input whatsoever and having to take what they give me, total veto power, making suggestions for changes to the basic concept, to designing and compositing my own for some upcoming novella re-releases.

Some of the most satisfying experiences came from projects with Cemetery Dance Publications, and working more closely with the artists. Vincent Chong did the covers for my fourth collection, Picking the Bones, and that new edition of Dark Advent. The most I did was talk about mood, then Vinny knocked them out of the park. He’s glorious. The same with Kim Parkhurst, an artist I got directed to for a novella called I’ll Bring You the Birds From Out of the Sky. With this, it was more than the cover. The story is rooted in cosmic horror, and involves a cache of Appalachian folk art, so I thought it would be cool to have several style-appropriate color plates throughout the book. Kim totally ran with it. All I had to do was sit back and drool over the work-in-progress that she would send me. That little book looks so good I want to lick it.

Meghan: What have you learned creating your books?

Brian Hodge: Years ago I read something that immediately struck me as true, but I’d never considered it before: that each book teaches how you to write that particular book. The implication being that there’s not as much carryover to the next as you might think, because the next presents its own new set of challenges. But through all that, one overarching thing I’ve learned is to simply trust the process. That as long as you keep showing up to do the work, and giving it all you have, the details tend to sort themselves out along the way. What you’re doing that whole time is giving your subconscious mind more and more to work with, and the subconscious is always busy, always solving problems. So many times I’ve had no concrete notion of how something should culminate, but by the time I’m on the final approach, it’s there. So I don’t stress about it like I might’ve early on. I trust the process.

Meghan: What has been the hardest scene for you to write so far?

Brian Hodge: The one that’s always stayed with me as the biggest ordeal is a chapter in my sixth novel, Prototype. One of the central characters is this damaged guy who finds out he has this extremely rare chromosomal abnormality. About two-thirds in, he finally meets another one like him, whom he finds to be in even worse shape, so it’s devastating for him. I wanted to get as deep into this as possible, so I really prepared for it. On the stereo, I set this 20-minute Godflesh track on infinite repeat, like this spiraling black hole of oppressive noise, and wrote the chapter over several hours while tripping on acid. It got the job done, but I was useless the next day.

Meghan: What makes your books different from others out there in this genre?

Brian Hodge: Really, I’m the last person who should weigh in on this. About all I can say is that they’re uniquely mine, but that’s going to apply to most anyone with a byline. You’d have to ask readers, and even then, ten different people might give you ten different answers.

Meghan: How important is the book title, how hard is it to choose the best one, and how did you choose yours (of course, with no spoilers)?

Brian Hodge: They’re vital, but regardless of whether it’s novels or short stories or long fiction or collections, it seems like I either know what the perfect title is very early on, or it eludes me and nothing ever feels quite right. The best times are when I have a title sitting around waiting for the perfect thing to hang beneath it. “Scars In Progress,” a piece in the collection from earlier this year, Skidding Into Oblivion, is a good example of that. One day I was skimming some dull technical material and misread the phrase “scans in progress.” Wait — what was that again? So I knew I had a keeper, even if it had to gather dust a few years for the right story to come along and claim it. Happy accidents like that can come from anywhere, so you have to always leave yourself open to receive the gifts.

Meghan: What makes you feel more fulfilled: Writing a novel or writing a short story?

Brian Hodge: I’ve always described novels as being like marriages, while shorter works are passionate flings on the side. So they each have their own rewards. A novel is obviously a bigger accomplishment, but there are times when it’s a bigger pain in the ass, too. So the intrinsic reward ratio is skewed. Let’s say a particular novel is fifteen times the length of a particular short story. Is it fifteen times as fulfilling? I can’t say that it is. I’m just happy to cross another finish line, however long the race. What I most love is the process, and the relationship with the work, however long it lasts.

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about your books, your target audience, and what you would like readers to take away from your stories.

Brian Hodge: Every book, whether it’s been horror, crime, or more recently fantasy, has been a product of the time it was written. Five years apart, the same idea might undergo a very different development and execution. So I don’t think in terms of a target audience. That would feel too calculating. The main concern is to do the best job I possibly can with the narrative that has started to undress itself in front of me.

And it doesn’t matter what I might want readers to take away, so I never think of that either. When you release something new into the wild, you may retain ownership of the work itself, but you relinquish control over the experience of reading it. People find their own meanings in things. I’ve seen people align perfectly with what I felt I was putting into a work, and seen other people derive takeaways I never intended. But I would never tell the latter people, “No, you’re wrong,” because it’s their own subjective experience. The first time anyone asked me what I wanted readers to come away with, it was during a convention panel, and all I said was, “A receipt.”

Meghan: Can you tell us about some of the deleted scenes/stuff that got left out of your work?

Brian Hodge: I tend to not work in a way that generates big, solid chunks of extraneous stuff. I’m lazy, I don’t want to do all this work that’s just going to get tossed, so paradoxically I do as much heavy lifting upfront as possible. I’ll have these freeform conversations with myself on a yellow legal pad as a way of brainstorming, to get a good idea of where things might be headed, who the characters are, and so on. With a completed first draft, my metaphor is that it’s like a fighter showing up for training camp — recognizable but out of shape. The subsequent drafts, it’s mainly about losing flab and building more muscle where needed. The final pass-throughs, to get to the optimal fighting weight, we’re down to sweating off ounces — a word here, a few words there.

Meghan: What is in your “trunk”? (Everyone has a book or project, which doesn’t necessarily have to be book related, that they have put aside for a ‘rainy day’ or for when they have extra time. Do you have one?)

Brian Hodge: That’s interesting, the difference in terminology here. To me, “trunk novel” has always meant an early stab at writing a book that didn’t turn out well, so it gets stashed away in this trunk, real or metaphorical, and likely never sees daylight again.

But what you’re talking about, to me it just falls under time- and project management. I have ideas for novels, and am hundreds of pages into one of them, but it’s not their time yet. So they’re idling like airliners on a runway, waiting on the tower to clear them for takeoff. And I like to mess about with music and sound design, in a home studio. By now it seems to have sorted itself out into three stylistically different identities. I can’t accord it the same priority as the writing, but it’s still something I love doing. Photography, too — I like doing photography. The rationalization I came up with for it all is that success in one field of creative endeavor should fund the ongoing abuse of another.

Meghan: What can we expect from you in the future?

Brian Hodge: If we are what we repeatedly do, as Aristotle said, for more than a year I ceased to be much of a writer. My parents died in April of last year, then I was appointed estate executor. There were so many responsibilities and obligations, that this was my focus for the next year. Then I needed to take some time off from everything. There’s still estate business to tend to now and then, but I pretty much have my life back again, even though it feels slow in getting back up to speed. Like turning an aircraft carrier.

Lately I’ve been putting together my sixth collection. I wrote the main finale for the third and final volume of editor Stephen JonesLovecraft Squad trilogy of mosaic novels. I just did a piece for an anthology called Miscreations. There’s a gritty fantasy novel called A Song of Eagles that’s part of a larger Kickstarter project, and was 50,000 words along when I had to set it aside the day I woke up to the news my mom had died. So now that I’m warmed up, I’ll finish that one, then decide which runway novel to go with next.

Then there are some potential TV and film projects. We’ve just renewed the option for a TV adaptation of a story called “The Same Deep Waters As You,” by a London-based production company. I read their season one treatment recently, and really like what the attached writer, from Sweden, has done with it. A few other things are still in the negotiation or paperwork phase, so it’s too soon to go public with the news.

Meghan: Where can we find you?

Brian Hodge: My website has an email link. I’m usually active on Facebook, although a brief sabbatical is occasionally necessary when the whining hits critical mass. I still have an account on Twitter but hesitate to send anyone there. When the family stuff blew up, I didn’t have time for it, and it’s been dormant ever since.

Meghan: Do you have any closing words for your fans or anything you’d like to say that we didn’t get to cover in this interview?

Brian Hodge: Nah, other than to say thanks very much for having me here.

Called “a writer of spectacularly unflinching gifts” by no less than Peter Straub, Brian Hodge is one of those people who always has to be making something. So far, he’s made thirteen novels, over 130 shorter works, five full-length collections, and one soundtrack album.

His most recent works include the novel The Immaculate Void and the collection Skidding Into Oblivion, companion volumes of cosmic horror. His Lovecraftian novella The Same Deep Waters As You is in the early stages of development as a TV series by a London-based production company. More of everything is in the works.

He lives in Colorado, where he also endeavors to sweat every day like he’s being chased by the police. Connect through his website, or Facebook.

The Immaculate Void

“You wouldn’t think events happening years apart, at points in the solar system hundreds of millions of miles distant, would have anything to do with each other.”

When she was six, Daphne was taken into a neighbor’s toolshed, and came within seconds of never coming out alive. Most of the scars healed. Except for the one that went all the way through.

“You wouldn’t think that the serial murders of children, and the one who got away, would have any connection with the strange fate of one of Jupiter’s moons.”

Two decades later, when Daphne goes missing again, it’s nothing new. As her exes might agree, running is what she does best … so her brother Tanner sets out one more time to find her. Whether in the mountains, or in his own family, search—and—rescue is what he does best.

“But it does. It’s all connected. Everything’s connected.”

Down two different paths, along two different timelines, Daphne and Tanner both find themselves trapped in a savage hunt for the rarest people on earth, by those who would slaughter them on behalf of ravenous entities that lurk outside of time.

“So when things start to unravel, it all starts to unravel.”

But in ominous signs that have traveled light—years to be seen by human eyes, and that plummet from the sky, the ultimate truth is revealed:

There are some things in the cosmos that terrify even the gods.

Skidding Into Oblivion

We each inhabit many worlds, often at the same time. From worlds on the inside, to the world on a cosmic scale. Worlds imposed on us, and worlds of our own making.

In time, though, all worlds will end. Bear witness:

After the death of their grandmother, two cousins return to their family’s rural homestead to find a community rotting from the soul outward, and a secret nobody dreamed their matriarch had been keeping.

The survivors of the 1929 raid on H.P. Lovecraft’s town of Innsmouth hold the key to an anomalous new event in the ocean, if only someone could communicate with them.

The ultimate snow day turns into the ultimate nightmare when it just doesn’t stop.

An extreme metal musician compels his harshest critic to live up to the hyperbole of his trolling.

With the last of a generation of grotesquely selfish city fathers on his deathbed, the residents of the town they doomed exercise their right to self-determination one last time.

As history repeats itself and the world shivers through a volcanic winter, a group gathers around the shore of a mountain lake to once again invoke the magic that created the world’s most famous monster.

With Skidding Into Oblivion, his fifth collection, award-winning author Brian Hodge brings together his most concentrated assortment yet of year’s best picks and awards finalists, with one thing in common:

It’s the end of the world as we know it… and we don’t feel fine at all.

Halloween Extravaganza: INTERVIEW: David Watkins

Meghan: Hello, David. Welcome, welcome. Tell us a little bit about yourself.

David Watkins: I am a teacher by trade and writer the rest of the time. My main job – the one that keeps the roof over my head – is as a math teacher in a school in North Devon in the UK. Teaching is a great and rewarding job, but it’s also very stressful. Writing is a great release for that – it’s an endless source of names of characters who need to die extremely violent deaths. I went part time a couple of years ago so I could devote more time to writing and improve my work-life balance. I’m also married with two children, so my time is at a premium.

Meghan: What are five things most people don’t know about you?

David Watkins: I’m a twin, have a soft spot for bad 80s rock, love things like roller coasters, can fall asleep anywhere (once during a Rage Against The Machine concert), and I will cancel anything to watch Wales play rugby – although most of my friends already know that!

Meghan: What is the first book you remember reading?

David Watkins: The Faraway Tree by Enid Blyton. I know that she’s been accused of bigotry and sexism in her books but I loved the stories as a boy. Wonderful displays of imagination. A few years ago, I tried to read The Famous Five to my sons but, honestly, it hasn’t aged well.

Meghan: What are you reading now?

David Watkins: Right now, I’m reading Dead by Design by James Mortain. I’ve met James a few times and he’s a top bloke so I’m relieved to say I’m really enjoying the book. It’s the second in his Detective Deans series about a police officer who starts to have psychic awakenings. Good stuff and some of it is set locally to me, which is nice. I just finished Thingy by J. R. Park, which is an extremely limited release to publicise Duncan P. Bradshaw’s Cannibal Nuns from Outer Space! I would highly recommend both and indeed, anything released by The Sinister Horror Company is worth any horror fan’s time.

Meghan: What’s a book you really enjoyed that others wouldn’t expect you to have liked?

David Watkins: The Time Travelers Wife. I really don’t like romantic books at all (my wife is a big fan) but I stayed up all night to finish that one. Ignore the film!

Meghan: What made you decide you want to write? When did you begin writing?

David Watkins: I have written for as long as I can remember, so I can’t really recall a time when I decided to ‘give it a go’. As a boy I was a big fan of the Flash Gordon and Buck Rogers black and white TV shows (the Buster Crabbe ones) and obviously Star Wars. I remember making up different story lines for those and it went from there. I think cliff-hanger style of storytelling has had a big impact on my own writing.

My original plan was to be a teacher for five years, write a few books in my holidays and then be a writer full time. Ridiculous when you think about it! I have now been teaching for twenty five years, have published three books and recently finished the fourth.

There were two events that made me take writing much more seriously. The first was that my twin brother bought me a copy of On Writing by Stephen King, which is simply one of the best books about the craft I’ve read. On the front page, my brother had written ‘I hope this inspires you!’ My brother loves his books and can read a copy multiple times without so much as a dent on the spine, so for him to deliberately deface a book by writing in it was a pretty big message to me.

Secondly, I was driving to work, too fast, too late, just a normal day and I lost control of my car. I hit a lorry and completely wrote off the car. The only part of the car that wasn’t smashed to pieces was my seat. I am very, very lucky to be alive. As I lay in the hospital, berating myself whilst a nurse removed glass from my hands, I wondered why I’d never given writing a serious go. Four months later, I had the first draft of The Original’s Return written and have not looked back since. That was ten years ago, but it came out in 2013 so I’m averaging a book every two years since then. I’m not the speediest of writers, but I feel it’s more important to write well than quickly.

Meghan: Do you have a special place you like to write?

David Watkins: Not especially. I have an office in my house that I write in, or I use the kitchen table. However, I can – and will – write anywhere. The only time I freeze is when someone is reading over my shoulder as I type, so go away darling, I love you too!

Meghan: Do you have any quirks or processes that you go through when you write?

David Watkins: Music and tea – as much of both as I can.

Meghan: Is there anything about writing you find most challenging?

David Watkins: Coming up with twists on plots can be difficult, especially if you try to force it. It’s very difficult to be original when so many thousands of books are being published, seemingly every day. That said, it’s fun to twist people’s expectations. In The Original’s Return, I don’t use the word ‘werewolf’ but it’s clear that’s what we’re dealing with. However, there are no full moons, no silver bullets or any of those clichés and the reviews are overwhelmingly positive so people seem to like this approach.

Editing is always a challenge, but I have learned to enjoy it as it’s when the story comes into focus. Tightening up the language makes the story flow better and that is the most important thing of all for readers.

Meghan: What’s the most satisfying thing you’ve written so far?

David Watkins: Satisfying is a difficult one. I’m not sure I’m completely satisfied with anything I’ve written – it’s all about striving to be better. I don’t have a huge amount of self-confidence about my writing (does anybody?), so it’s always a lovely surprise when someone says ‘I really enjoyed that’. I just had some feedback on my latest WIP from someone whose opinion I really value and she thought it was ‘absolutely brilliant’. It’s about monsters running amok in Exeter but she couldn’t believe I’d made them up from scratch and hadn’t based them on an existing trope. Phew!

Meghan: What books have most inspired you? Who are some authors that have inspired your writing style?

David Watkins: Stephen King has been a big influence on both my reading and love of horror. His On Writing is a book every aspiring writer should read. Joe Lansdale is another: just brilliant characters and stories. The Hap and Leonard series is probably his best known work but his Drive In series is great fun. It’s a shame the The Drive In 3 is only available as an eBook or at a ridiculous price in the UK.

Meghan: What do you think makes a good story?

David Watkins: For me the key word is story. It has to have a plot. I’m not interested in a 500+ page rumination on the way people’s lives are connected by a baseball – give me some people to care about (one will do) and an intriguing story and I’m all yours. Take Brian Keene’s Urban Gothic. That is one dark and twisted tale, but the characters feel very relatable so you want them to survive.

Meghan: What does it take for you to love a character? How do you utilize that when creating your characters?

David Watkins: The character has to seem like a real person. They shouldn’t just do things because the plot dictates, but because it is a logical move for that character. We all know of moments in books and, especially, films where someone does something stupid (like not call the police) for no reason other than it fits the plot. If you establish the character is anti-authority, anti-police or whatever then that moment is now earned. This is something I’m working on constantly.

Meghan: Which, of all your characters, do you think is the most like you?

David Watkins: This one is easy: Jack Stadler, the main character of The Original’s Return and The Original’s Retribution. He runs, plays guitar, loves Springsteen, is a new dad and math teacher. I didn’t look very far from the mirror to get inspiration for him. He’s also a werewolf, so he’s a much cooler version of me.

Meghan: Are you turned off by a bad cover? To what degree were you involved in creating your book covers?

David Watkins: Definitely. I am very fortunate with my covers in that one of my mates (Rowan) is a superb photographer and another is a graphic designer (Frank). Frank takes Rowan’s photos and turns then into my covers. They look fantastic and have been praised in reviews and all it cost me was a firm handshake and a few beers.

Meghan: What have you learned creating your books?

David Watkins: Edit, edit, edit. And then, when you think it’s done, edit one more time.

Meghan: What has been the hardest scene for you to write so far?

David Watkins: There is a rape scene in The Original’s Retribution that surprised me when it came up. It fits for where the character is at that moment in the story, but I didn’t enjoy writing that bit. My wife gave me a ‘really?’ look when she read it and it remains her least favourite scene of mine. To be honest, that probably means it did its job.

Meghan: What makes your books different from others out there in this genre?

David Watkins: That’s a tough one. They are resolutely British, both in setting and outlook and are all set in beautiful Devon. Both of The Originals books do not feature the word ‘werewolf’ at all. I started out with that as a challenge to myself: how far can you get without using the word? The Devil’s Inn features a few legends of Dartmoor, but I don’t mention that in the text so it’s there for interested readers to look up themselves.

Meghan: How important is the book title, how hard is it to choose the best one, and how did you choose yours (of course, with no spoilers)?

David Watkins: The title of a book should be intriguing enough to make you pick it up. All of my titles have come up as part of the writing, so it was fairly easy to come up with them. However The Original’s Return had been out for six months before a mate said ‘it sounds like a sequel.’ Damn – minor problem as it’s the first in the series!

For The Devil’s Inn I had the title before I’d finished writing the first chapter. As it’s about the Devil visiting a pub in Devon, the title suggested itself.

Meghan: What makes you feel more fulfilled: Writing a novel or writing a short story?

David Watkins: I don’t write that many short stories (although this is something I’m working on) so it would have to be novel. There is something about the length that makes it a challenge and it’s a lovely feeling when you type ‘the end’. I think it’s probably a similar feeling for marathon runners and sprinters: both are challenging and rewarding in different ways.

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about your books, your target audience, and what you would like readers to take away from your stories.

David Watkins: They are designed to be page turners and so would make ideal books for anyone looking for a fast paced story, from teenagers upwards. None of them are ‘young adult’ but my son read The Original’s Return when he was thirteen (spoiler: ‘best book I’ve ever read’, but then he has to say that as homeless at thirteen is a tough gig). I want them to be entertained, first and foremost.

Meghan: Can you tell us about some of the deleted scenes/stuff that got left out of your work?

David Watkins: No – they were deleted for a reason!

Meghan: What is in your “trunk”?

David Watkins: I have an idea for a sci-fi story about the early days of colonising an alien planet. It’s percolating nicely so may well be my next project. Obviously, it will become more of a horror story at some point rather than straight sci-fi. Seems I can’t write a story without someone dying horribly.

Meghan: What can we expect from you in the future?

David Watkins: I am doing final edits on The Exeter Incident which is about monsters running amok in the Devon capital. I will be approaching some publishers for this one, but may well self-pub again if the terms aren’t right.

Meghan: Where can we find you?

David Watkins: Twitter ** Facebook ** Goodreads

David Watkins lives in Devon in the UK with his wife, two sons, dog, cat, and two turtles. He is unsure of his place in the pecking order: probably somewhere between the cat and the turtles.

David’s latest novel is The Devil’s Inn: a chilling tale set on Dartmoor during a fierce snowstorm. Has the Devil really come to Devon?

He is now working on a new stand alone novel, set in Exeter. He hates referring to himself in third person, but no-one else is going to write this for him.

David can be found on Twitter so please drop by and say hello, where you’ll find him ranting about horror, the British education system and Welsh rugby, but not usually at the same time.

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The Original 1: The Original’s Return

Sergeant Peter Knowles has seen it all: in Afghanistan he witnessed death on a level that no-one should walk away from. Returning to Britain, he jumps at the chance to lead a small team in Devon. The task sounds more like a holiday; exactly what Knowles and his men need.

The mission: watch Jack Stadler. 

Jack has always led a quiet life, but now he is suffering blackouts and has violent fantasies. 

When the first dismembered body is found, Knowles begins to realise he has made a terrible mistake…

The Original 2: The Original’s Retribution

Sergeant Peter Knowles has sworn to hunt down the remaining wolves in Britain and kill them all. He wants revenge for the massacre that took the lives of his friends. 

The wolf packs are scattered and scared, but someone new has started to galvanise them. 

Someone terrifying. 

Someone closer to Knowles than he could ever suspect.

The Devil’s Inn

“I don’t want to die in a pub in Devon…”

There is a pub in the heart of Dartmoor where a fire has burned every day for over one hundred and fifty years.

It is said the fire never goes out. It is said that if it does, the Devil will appear and claim the souls of all inside.

Tonight, seven strangers are stranded there during a fierce snowstorm. Tonight, the fire will go out…

Halloween Extravaganza: INTERVIEW: Chris Bauer

Meghan: Hi, Chris. Welcome to Meghan’s House of Books. Tell us a little bit about yourself.

Chris Bauer: Philly guy. Was corporate middle management at some blue chips: Ford Motor, Exxon, MetLife. I’m old-ish. First published at age 57. I love reading thrillers, mysteries, crime stories, noir, dark humor, so this is what I write. I’ve had some very irreverent short stories published; among them: “You’re a Moron,” noir, thuglit; “Zombie Chimps from Mars,” horror, Shroud.

Meghan: What are five things most people don’t know about you?

Chris Bauer:

1) I played rugby. My position on the team—hooker—is a lot like a center in football. It’s a good conversation starter. “ I used to be a hooker.” Raised-eyes responses can push the conversation in some interesting directions.

2) I once passed for Chip Douglas (Stanley Livingston) of My Three Sons 1960s TV fame on the Wildwood, NJ boardwalk. I contacted Stanley about it. He ignored me.

3) One of my short stories, “You’re A Moron,” was podcasted, as in read/performed by an actor. The podcast was downloaded over 100,000 times. True fact. Don’t get excited. The downloads were/are free. A good short story nonetheless.

4) “Beach house?” This is my wife’s response whenever I tell her of a writing milestone, as in my first pubbed short story, first agent, debut novel, first advance, first multi-book deal. The best we’ve been able to do with the spoils from any of these accomplishments is rent a condo on the beach where you could actually see the water.

5) I’m 6’2”.

Bonus “thing you should know”: 6) I lie a lot.

Meghan: What is the first book you remember reading?

Chris Bauer: Something in the Tom Swift series of middle grade sci-fi books first published in the early 20th century. I can’t remember which one. Pure camp. Written by Victor Appleton, which was a pseudonym for a bevvy of writers. The series originated a writing taboo known as the “Tom Swifty,” or “punning wordplay heavy on adverbs.” (Example: “That’s a lot of hay,” Tom said balefully.)

Meghan: What are you reading now?

Chris Bauer: Wool by Hugh Howey, post-apocalyptic, dystopian. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson.

Meghan: What’s a book you really enjoyed that others wouldn’t expect you to have liked?

Chris Bauer: Fessin’ up big time here: I LIKED THE DA VINCI CODE. There, I said it. So many people say it’s poorly written. For me it was a pure adrenalin rush. DO NOT JUDGE ME.

Meghan: What made you decide you want to write?

Chris Bauer: I don’t know. Maybe I always wanted to write, from back in my days at Penn State when my English professor decided to read to us from his porn novel. I suppose it comes from enjoying the escapism one gets from reading fiction. It put that one twinkle in my eye — “Hey, I can do that!” — that was really a piece of dirt I should have washed out soon as it got in there. As they say, writing is a blessing and a curse, but I can’t not write. God help me.

Meghan: When did you begin writing?

Chris Bauer: In my early forties. My family and I were suffering through a difficult, life-changing corporate takeover that almost relocated me from the east coast (Connecticut) to the Pacific Northwest (Portland, OR). I wrote a novel about it; it was my first attempt at creative writing in any capacity. It’s in a drawer somewhere. I’m glad I didn’t accept the relocation package. I would have become a leper out there because the acquiring company eventually went bankrupt as a direct result of the acquisition of my company.

Meghan: Do you have a special place you like to write?

Chris Bauer: On my large screen iMac in the fourth bedroom of the house. To my left, a torn forty-year-old leather couch in burgundy. My old iMac sits on a beat-up corporate mahogany exec desk with candy in the top drawer, the desk on an Oriental rug spread on top of some standard carpet. My “Buddy Jesus” figurine statue from the movie Dogma is always there to give me a smiley-faced, back-at-you thumbs up and eye wink. Various Philly trinkets sit on a window ledge. Ever hear of a pimple ball? It’s a Philly thing from the fifties-sixties. You can look it up.

Meghan: Do you have any quirks or processes that you go through when you write?

Chris Bauer: Up by four a.m. seven days a week to write. COFFEE. Compose/research in the morning, trash two-thirds of what I wrote by the afternoon, critique the work of peer writers in the evening because I usually hate everything I’m critiquing by then, and I’d rather my writer friends feel that wrath than lose most of what I’ve written for the day.

Meghan: Is there anything about writing you find most challenging?

Chris Bauer: Anything with a deadline. Early on I had the luxury of writing at my own pace, dreaming of the day when I might close a deal. Careful what your wish for. Ignorance is bliss. Once the pen hits the contract: “Hey, this writing shit is hard!”

Meghan: What’s the most satisfying thing you’ve written so far?

Chris Bauer: The political thriller Jane’s Baby (Intrigue Publishing, 2018). It deals with a present day what-if question regarding the 1973 Roe v Wade landmark US Supreme Court decision about women’s reproductive rights. The byline is “Whatever happened to Jane Roe’s baby?” The short answer is in real life the litigant Norma McCorvey’s pregnancy wasn’t terminated. Her baby, a girl, was born and was subject to a closed adoption, neither side ever knowing the identity of the other. What if this child learned who she was later in life (she’d be in her late forties now), after she gained some career prominence and notice on the national scene? What if someone planned all this? Ebook, paperback, audiobook.

Meghan: What books have most inspired you?

Chris Bauer: Motherless Brooklyn by Jonathan Lethem. The movie starring Edward Norton was released November 1, 2019. I have two novels with major characters afflicted with Tourette syndrome. Lethem does an incredible job with his protagonist Lionel Essrog in this novel. I also love the baseball novel Chance by Steve Shilstone. Great voice.

Meghan: Who are some authors that have inspired your writing style?

Chris Bauer: Shilstone, specifically because of his Chance baseball novel. Written in the first person. What a writing voice!

Meghan: What do you think makes a good story?

Chris Bauer: I like genre fiction best, with all its mainstays: tension, conflict, action, crisp dialogue, uniqueness of plot, twists, twists and more twists, and salt-of-the-earth characters. I don’t look for it to be literary, it just needs to keep me wanting to turn the page.

Meghan: What does it take for you to love a character?

Chris Bauer: Protagonists can be from any walk of life: blue collar, professional, priests, nuns, cops, military. They will be hard working, flawed, and have taken some hard knocks, and the storyline thrusts them into action. They’re also usually self-deprecating while a bit narcissistic. Sidekicks must be colorful and memorable, distinctive. They all will be a little over the top, to take the reader into territory that allows the escapism all readers covet: show me a world, an event, and people I don’t usually see.

Meghan: How do you utilize that when creating your characters?

Chris Bauer: The storyline/plot is key, and it is the first thing that needs development, then I build the characters around it.

Meghan: Which, of all your characters, do you think is the most like you?

Chris Bauer: A number of them. Okay-fine, I see myself in many of my heroes. But “is” might not be the correct verb to use; “was” is more appropriate, considering their ages. In Binge Killer, it would be bounty hunter Counsel Fungo, even though she’s female. Her Catholic school upbringing, like mine, cried for rebellion, and rebel she did. In Scars on the Face of God it would be Wump Hozer, the aging church custodian. In Jane’s Baby it’s another bounty hunter, retired Marine Judge Drury. In Hiding Among the Dead, it would be protagonist crime scene cleaner and bare-knuckle boxer Philo Trout.

Meghan: Are you turned off by a bad cover? To what degree were you involved in creating your book covers?

Chris Bauer: Yes, I’m immensely turned off by bad covers, as most authors are, because book covers go a long way toward selling the book. I’m always granted final approval, front and back, but the only cover I had significant creative front-end input on was Jane’s Baby. I found a photo of the print copy of the original real-life Roe v Wade Supreme Court decision that was autographed by one of the arguing attorneys, Sarah Weddington. If you look closely at the cover, you can see her handwritten first name. I thought it was a nice touch.

Meghan: What have you learned creating your books?

Chris Bauer: Good beta readers are like gold, as are good peer critiquers. I’ve also validated some writing tropes. “Writing is a lonely endeavor.” “You won’t get rich.” “Enter (a scene) late, leave early.” “Read your work aloud” for clarity, pitch, cadence, etc. “If you write drunk, edit sober.” “Don’t kill the cat.” Going against the last one effectively ruined one of my chances at signing with perhaps the largest independent publisher out there. Ouch. (Six the Cat is now alive and well and debuted in Hiding Among the Dead.)

Meghan: What has been the hardest scene for you to write so far?

Chris Bauer: A few were extremely hard. In Hiding Among the Dead, the opening scene was difficult: suicide by train involving an undocumented immigrant mother and her two children, one an infant. Very graphic but necessary, or so I tell myself. In Binge Killer, the final scene might be the single most graphic scene of any book released in 2019. I had to decide if I was going there. Again, necessary. In a novel yet to be sold, HOP SKIP JUMP, about reincarnation, and what might happen if a person returned to a place where she was needed the most, I have some cathartic scenes about a character losing her mother early, when the child was an infant. It’s something my wife experienced, and I will never be able to do justice to it, but I wanted to try. A lot of the novel made me cry while writing it.

Meghan: What makes your books different from others out there in this genre?

Chris Bauer: One, I’m not afraid of writing genre novels utilizing controversial current issues. See Jane’s Baby. The second novel in the series, currently titled AMERICA IS A GUN, will deal with gun control. Two, I call myself a “brute force novelist” and my byline is “The thing I write will be the thing I write.” It’s a take it or leave it proposition that might be a little self-serving, but it effectively recognizes that I attempt to write scenes and dialogue that come right at the reader and do not to pull punches. More along the lines of Elmore Leonard, if I can be so bold as to include my name in a paragraph with his name in it.

Meghan: How important is the book title, how hard is it to choose the best one, and how did you choose yours (of course, with no spoilers)?

Chris Bauer: Binge Killer became a community decision, one of a few titles I suggested to the publisher and which we agreed on. A play on serial killer. This drifter kills a number of people in one day and night during a last hurrah for himself. An out-of-towner looking to soil a small town’s admirable reputation of no reported major crimes in over fifty years. This is the first of my published novels that the title was not entirely my decision, but I’m plenty good with it.

Meghan: What makes you feel more fulfilled: Writing a novel or writing a short story?

Chris Bauer: Novels are a marathon, short stories a sprint. I’ve written, or am in WIP status of, probably the same number of each (seven?). Both have their moments, but IMO a good short story is actually the tougher of the two to get right. Fulfillment-wise, however, I feel more satisfaction in completing a novel. I love pulling together the puzzle, love producing a story with multiple moving points that all need solutioning.

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about your books, your target audience, and what you would like readers to take away from your stories.

Chris Bauer: In Binge Killer (October 2019) a female bounty hunter squares off against a maniacal killer in a small town that just wants to be left alone and is mostly made up of bowlers, bingo players, and quilters. Mostly. Neo-noir, mystery, dark humor.

Hiding Among the Dead (May 2019) is the first in a series about commercial crime scene cleaners bumping up against the underbelly of organized crime. The second book in the series is due out 2020. Mystery, thriller, dark humor.

Jane’s Baby (2018) is a political thriller that attempts to answer the question whatever happened to Jane Roe’s baby of Roe v. Wade infamy. It’s the first in a series that will deal with controversial modern day social issues. The second in the series, AMERICA IS A GUN, another political thriller with crimes involving lax gun control, is looking for a home because of its controversial nature. Thriller, legal fiction, political fiction.

Scars on the Face of God (re-released May 2019) is a standalone biblical horror novel set in the 1960s involving a real-life 13th century manuscript called The Devil’s Bible currently on display in the royal library of Sweden. It asks the question, if the Devil wrote a bible, what would be in it, and how might a small Pennsylvania Dutch town be impacted if this blasphemous manuscript were discovered in the attic of an orphanage, AND they felt that it foretold the advent of the anti-Christ. Horror/thriller, religious fiction.

Regarding what I want my readers to take away from my novels, I want only that they be entertained—by the story, the characters, the humor, and the sentiment.

Meghan: Can you tell us about some of the deleted scenes/stuff that got left out of your work?

Chris Bauer: Binge Killer entered the editing process and left with all its original scenes intact, but one of the publisher’s content editors suggested a significant enhancement that really increased the stakes, so we added it. In Hiding Among the Dead, we removed a storyline that will appear in a later novel. The scenes deleted and the subplot they related to just needed a different home.

Meghan: What can we expect from you in the future?

Chris Bauer: A follow-up novel to Hiding Among the Dead, tentatively titled HER TWELVE-LETTER ALPHABET, which is set in Hawaii on the only Hawaiian island that is privately owned. Will release 2020.

I will finish up AMERICA IS A GUN, a novel with many of the same characters who appeared in Jane’s Baby. This will involve the art world, the dark web, bitcoin, and the gun lobby. No publisher yet, but I am hopeful.

Meghan: Where can we find you?

Chris Bauer:

Website ** Facebook ** Twitter ** Goodreads

Meghan: Do you have any closing words for your fans or anything you’d like to say that we didn’t get to cover in this interview?

Chris Bauer: Friend me on Facebook! Follow me on Twitter! Buy my books! Read them! Review them on Amazon, Goodreads, everywhere! Tell your friends! Repeat! (I am judicious in my use of exclamation marks when writing my fiction. Here, I’m indulging myself.)

“The thing I write will be the thing I write.”

Chris wouldn’t trade his northeast Philly upbringing of street sports played on blacktop and concrete, fistfights, brick and stone row houses, and twelve years of well-intentioned Catholic school discipline for a Philadelphia minute (think New York minute but more fickle and less forgiving). Chris has had some lengthy stops as an adult in Michigan and Connecticut, and he thinks Pittsburgh is a great city even though some of his fictional characters do not. He still does most of his own stunts, and he once passed for Chip Douglas of My Three Sons TV fame on a Wildwood, NJ boardwalk. He’s a member of International Thriller Writers, and his work has been recognized by the National Writers Association, the Writers Room of Bucks County (PA), and the Maryland Writers Association. He likes the pie more than the turkey. You can find him online here.

Binge Killer

A female bounty hunter tracks a maniacal killer to a town in rural Pennsylvania. 

A town with its own dark secret… 

Counsel Fungo is a unique woman. An experienced bounty hunter, she’s very good at her job. You don’t have to ask. She’ll tell you. Officially, her two canine companions are her therapy dogs. Unofficially, she considers them to be her partners. Counsel has suffered intense loss and was once the victim of a horrible crime. But now these experiences drive her unquenchable thirst for justice. And she’ll do anything to stop criminals from preying on the vulnerable.

Randall Burton is a serial killer and a rapist. Diagnosed with a terminal disease, he has jumped bail and intends to go out in a blaze of glory. He heads to sleepy Rancor, Pennsylvania, named one of the “Safest Towns in America,” for one last, depraved, hurrah. A quiet town tucked away in the Poconos, its citizens are mostly widowers, bowlers, and bingo players. Mostly.

There’s a reason no one in Rancor has reported a major crime in the past 50 years. And neither Counsel nor the killer are quite ready for what this town has in store…

Hiding Among the Dead

Philo Trout: 
Retired Navy SEAL.
Former bare-knuckles boxer.
Current crime scene cleaner.

Philo Trout just wanted to start over.

He moved to Philadelphia to keep his past a secret. His new life as a crime scene cleaner is quiet—until he discovers that many of his “clients” are coming up short on their organ count.

As Philo tries to outrun his past, a coworker can’t remember his own. Patrick was found brutally beaten, and is now an amnesiac as a result. When the connection between his coworker’s history and missing organs begins to emerge, Philo is determined to solve the puzzle.

The trail of clues leads Philo into a dark conspiracy. A brutal organization will stop at nothing to protect their secret. And Philo’s past as a fighter might be his only route to the truth…

If he can survive that long.

Jane’s Baby

Whatever happened to Jane Roe’s baby? Norma McCorvey, of Caddo-Comanche heritage, did not terminate the pregnancy that led her to become the anonymous plaintiff of the landmark U.S. Supreme Court women’s rights case Roe v Wade because in 1971, when the motion was first argued, abortion in the U.S. was illegal. The Jane Roe real-life child would now be a woman in her late forties, the potential of her polarizing celebrity unknown to her. A religious rights splinter group has blackmailed its way into learning the identity of the Roe baby, the product of a closed adoption. To what end, only a new Supreme Court case will reveal. Tourette’s-afflicted K9 bounty hunter Judge Drury, a retired Marine, stands in the way of the splinter group’s attempt at stacking the Supreme Court via blackmail, murder, arson, sleight of hand, and secret identities.

Scars on the Face of God

The year is 1964. A construction project in the town of Three Bridges, Pennsylvania unearths an ancient sewer. Inside is a mystery dating to the 19th century: the hidden skeletons of countless infants.

As the secrets of Three Bridges begin to surface, an ancient codex is discovered in the attic of a local orphanage. A bible containing writings in Lucifer’s own hand.

The parish priest and a church handyman set out to discover the truth. But a series of strange visions and horrifying tragedies begin, and the darkest secret of all becomes clear:

The town of Three Bridges is marked, and the Devil is coming out to play.

Halloween Extravaganza: INTERVIEW: Jessica McHugh

Meghan: Hi, Jessica. I’ve not had the pleasure of interviewing you before, so welcome, welcome. Tell us a little bit about yourself.

Jessica McHugh: I’m an author of horror, sci-fi, young adult, and pretty much any other speculative genre that wriggles into my mind, especially if it’s a giant mash-up. While I primarily consider myself a novelist, I also write lots of short fiction, poetry, and am an internationally produced playwright. I love my amazing husband, my super cool cats, and my hometown in Maryland where I work as a tour guide for food and happy hour tours.

Meghan: What are five things most people don’t know about you?

Jessica McHugh:

  • My maiden name means “beautiful” but is also a variety of tuna.
  • I told Jakob Dylan from the Wallflowers to his face that I used to jerk off to a poster of his face.
  • My parents changed my middle name from Lynn to Brianne after I was baptized the same day as another Jessica Lynn.
  • I worked as a stripper in West Virginia for 7 months.
  • If you’ve read my book Pins, you already know the previous fact, so here’s a new thing. After my 2nd night at the club, my boyfriend at the time had to take me to urgent care because I’d thrown and slammed and twisted my body in so many ways I could barely move the next day.

Meghan: What is the first book you remember reading?

Jessica McHugh: Fox in Socks. I remember telling my oldest brother I thought the Fox was mean.

Meghan: What are you reading now?

Jessica McHugh: Devil’s Creek by Todd Keisling. It’s actually great culty inspirado for my work-in-progress.

Meghan: What’s a book you really enjoyed that others wouldn’t expect you to have liked?

Jessica McHugh: I honestly can’t think of one. I think most people know I have eclectic reading habits.

Meghan: What made you decide you want to write? When did you begin writing?

Jessica McHugh: I’ve always been a bookworm and loved making up stories/ playing pretend, but in 4th grade when a teacher introduced short stories and the writing process, I fell in love with the revelation that the authors of my favorite books were once just kids like me. I also discovered my love of crafting horror during that time. I wrote my first scary story, and though a note from my teacher suggested I “avoid gory topics,” I clearly ignored that advice. I did turn more toward poetry and scriptwriting in high school, but I dove back into writing short stories and novels in a huge way when I was 19.

Meghan: Do you have a special place you like to write?

Jessica McHugh: I moved a few months ago after 11 years in the same place so I’m still sussing out my favorite writing spot. It’s also a weird transition time for me cuz I’m trying to type more than handwrite as I’ve been doing for years, so I’m all over the place right now. I do enjoy typing in our little dining nook, though, and I’m lucky to have a bunch of amazing bars in walking distance where I can get my people-watching inspirado. I do enjoy writing in public quite a bit.

Meghan: Do you have any quirks or processes that you go through when you write?

Jessica McHugh: I wouldn’t call it quirky, per se, but it seems a lot of my inky cohorts don’t do this, soooo… I do an auditory revision as my last step before submission. In other words, I have my computer read my story aloud so I can hear how the dialogue flows and catch any issues my eyes missed. It’s extremely helpful and probably the least stressful part of the writing process, as I can relax with a glass of wine and jump in here and there to fix things.

Meghan: Is there anything about writing you find most challenging?

Jessica McHugh: Everything about writing has been challenging since my cat Tyler died almost four years ago. He was an integral part of my writing life, and it’s been a struggle finding my way back to the comfort and joy I felt before. At one point last year I even considered leaving the writing world entirely. Obviously I didn’t do that. Couldn’t, really, because I love story creation too much. So I’m working my ass off–not to regain what I lost, but to appreciate the life I had before and nurture the one I’m cultivating for the future.

Meghan: What’s the most satisfying thing you’ve written so far?

Jessica McHugh: I believe my novel The Green Kangaroos is the best book I’ve written, and it was the funnest first draft experience, so it definitely gives me a lot of satisfaction. Because it had such personal content dealing with addiction, it was therapeutic to get out those feelings. The bizarro elements, however, disconnected me enough from the traumatic truth of the tale to have a lot of fun.

Meghan: What books have most inspired you? Who are some authors that have inspired your writing style?

Jessica McHugh: I feel like every new book I read is an inspiration, especially those from small press authors like me. I read slowly these days because of my hectic deadline schedule, so I value the time I get to spend in my worlds of my inky cohorts. They make me a better writer. I think the biggest influences on my style are Anne Rice and Bret Easton Ellis. I enjoy writing honest and raw prose like Ellis, but I also love going crazy on description, especially when it comes to world building and gory bits, which Rice excels at without going too purple with the prose.

Meghan: What do you think makes a good story?

Jessica McHugh: For me, it’s all about the characters. A unique plot and rad setting helps for sure, but if the characters aren’t compelling or making realistic decisions according to their personalities, I won’t care about all the radtacularity around them.

Meghan: What does it take for you to love a character? How do you utilize that when creating your characters?

Jessica McHugh: Flaws. Most real people are carrying around a lot of damage, whether caused by outside trauma or self-inflicted. If a character can coast through story conflicts as if the world was built just for them, I’m out. I especially love “unlikable” characters, which I feel are pretty much just… humans… so I tend to write a lot of those folks.

Meghan: Which, of all your characters, do you think is the most like you?

Jessica McHugh: The main character of my young adult series, Darla Decker, is a version of me with bigger balls. She takes more risks and talks about her feelings with more ease, but I do think I’ve improved on both those counts, partly because I learned a lot about myself while writing her character over five books.

Meghan: Are you turned off by a bad cover? To what degree were you involved in creating your book covers?

Jessica McHugh: You shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, but… come on… some covers are so bad you can’t help but think the story will follow suit. And unfortunately that’s a risk of indie and small press. Not to say the rash of covers with headless regency females released by big presses are much better at enticing me. As for my own, I wish I was better at envisioning what they should be. I usually just throw out some ideas and hope the cover artist/ publisher can make sense of it.

Meghan: What have you learned creating your books?

Jessica McHugh: Much of what I learned and took joy in during my first decade plus of writing was unfortunately rewritten during my grief process over my cat. No embellishment, everything about my writing life changed. Four years later, I’m still far from where I was when it comes to productivity. I used to think nothing could ever derail my drive to write, but… well, here we are. So I guess I’m still learning who I am, every day, with every word I write, without him.

Meghan: What has been the hardest scene for you to write so far?

Jessica McHugh: About a decade before Tyler’s death, I wrote a death scene for a character based off him in my sword and sorcery series, The Tales of Dominhydor. Actually, since the first book exists in the mind of the main character (this isn’t a spoiler; it’s in the first line of the novel) and the second book covers the reality of what’s happening in Dominhydor, I wrote that scene twice, each filled with lost love and overwhelming sorrow I had no idea would cling to me years later.

Meghan: What makes your books different from others out there in this genre?

Jessica McHugh: The fact that I won’t stick to only this genre. Even if it’s undoubtedly a horror book, there will also be elements of suspense, comedy, action, romance, fantasy, science-fiction, and maybe some nods to bizarro. Real life is a genre goulash, and I want my stories to feel like that too. Even if it makes the book seem a bit bonkers, I prefer bonkers over boring.

Meghan: How important is the book title, how hard is it to choose the best one, and how did you choose yours (of course, with no spoilers)?

Jessica McHugh: I think it’s really important. I just happen to be terrible at it. Oh titles… one of my least favorite parts if I don’t have one at the get-go. I think the title is extremely important, so I definitely stress over it. I’ve chosen titles in different ways, from posting options online and having my fans pick (like with Rabbits in the Garden) or putting keywords into a form and generating random options (like with “Camelot Lost”). I also once posted that I wanted to write “a motherfucking heist novel” one day, and one of my inky cohorts begged me to make that the actual title, so I did. However, the family-friendly version is “A Melonfarming Heist Novel.” My current work-in-progress is a sequel to Rabbits in the Garden, so the title “Hares in the Hedgerow” came about organically. As did the third book I’m planning to write, “The Witches in Our Warrens.” But I usually agonize over this part of the writing process.

Meghan: What makes you feel more fulfilled: Writing a novel or writing a short story?

Jessica McHugh: In the past I’ve gotten more satisfaction from developing and writing novels, but since it’s been a few years since I started and completed a new novel, I have to show short stories some serious love. They’ve buoyed me as I’ve navigated the stormy waters of grief and depression. Without the magic of short stories, I might’ve drifted out to sea, never to write again, but they kept me paddling, striving to reach a glittering shore I once called home. Whether I’ll reach that satisfying shore of novel inspirado again, I don’t know, but I’m taking what fulfillment I can from the various short stories that have come and gone over the last few years.

Meghan: Tell us a little bit about your books, your target audience, and what you would like readers to take away from your stories. I could spend the next few pages rattling on about my books (and definitely have before) but I’ll just say this: because of all the different genres in which I write, you might not enjoy all of my books, but I guarantee there’s at least one book in my catalog that’s up your alley. Except for the Darla Decker Diaries, I don’t usually write for a target audience–and even those were written for adults to enjoy too. And enjoyment is exactly what I want the reader to take away. Whether they derive it from stories about blossoming friendships or a stripper’s face being obliterated by a malfunctioning pinsetter, I want my readers to have a fun, complicated, messy, bonkers, devastating, hilarious time in the McHughniverse.

Meghan: Can you tell us about some of the deleted scenes/stuff that got left out of your work?

Jessica McHugh: I do save most of what I cut for possible use in other projects, but most of it will probably just chill in a folder until the end of time. As much as it hurts cutting cool scenes and lovely lines sometimes, I’ve learned to recognize when something simply doesn’t belong in a story. If it’s not telling the reader anything new about the characters or moving the plot forward, it’s gotta go.

Meghan: What is in your “trunk”?

Jessica McHugh: I wrote a historical fiction novel about playwright Christopher Marlowe’s secret life as a spy for Queen Elizabeth I. I loved it at the time, but anxiety about historical accuracy halted me.

Meghan: What can we expect from you in the future?

Jessica McHugh: My latest novel “Hares in the Hedgerow” will likely be out from Post Mortem Press in 2020, but I have several short stories due out at the end of the year. “When the Moon Hits Your Eye,” a bloody tale of a home-invasion gone wrong is in the now famous pizza horror anthology, Tales from the Crust, from Perpetual Motion Machine Publishing in October. “This Can Happen to You” is a story about a reluctant lottery winner navigating the ills of fame while trying to protect her baby that will appear in the Sara Tantlinger-edited anthology “Not All Monsters” from Strangehouse Books. I used the Fleetwood Mac song Gold Dust Woman as inspirado for my story “Pick Your Path and I’ll Pray,” which is part of the Burdizzo Mix Tape Volume 1, now available from Burdizzo Books, and my story “My Partner Went First,” which focuses heavily on a cat’s grief as it deals with the unexpected death of its owner will appear in Volume 2 of From a Cat’s View from Post-2-Print Publishing.

Meghan: Where can we find you?

Jessica McHugh: I’m on Instagram and Twitter, and I also run a Patreon page that folks can join for as little as $1 a month. I post a short story from my experimental compound novel, “WEBWORM,” as well as stories inspired by patron votes on polls about setting/genre. For $5 I’ll record a singing video to entertain my neighbors, of which patrons can request as many as they want every month, and I also mail out physical copies of one-of-a-kind blackout poetry for $10/ month. I’m probably most active on Instagram, though, so come find me!

Meghan: Do you have any closing words for your fans or anything you’d like to say that we didn’t get to cover in this interview?

Jessica McHugh: I just want to thank all of my fans and friendos who’ve supported me these past eleven years. Whether it’s reading and reviewing my books, subscribing on Patreon, buying my blackout poetry, or donating when times got rough, you have all made me feel like I (and my stories) really matter in this crazy and often fickle publishing world. It’s a gift I feel like I can only repay by creating more art. Which, thanks to your encouragement, I fully intend to do.

Jessica McHugh is a novelist and internationally produced playwright running amok in the fields of horror, sci-fi, young adult, and wherever else her peculiar mind leads. She’s had twenty-three books published in eleven years, including her bizarro romp, The Green Kangaroos, her Post Mortem Press bestseller, Rabbits in the Garden, and her YA series, The Darla Decker Diaries. More information on her published and forthcoming fiction can be found on her website.

Website ** Amazon
The Green Kangaroos ** Tales from the Crust ** Burdizzo Mix Tapes Vol 1
The Darla Decker Diaries Vol 1-5

The Green Kangaroo

Perry Samson loves drugs. He’ll take what he can get, but raw atlys is his passion. Shot hard and fast into his testicles, atlys helps him forget that he lives in an abandoned Baltimore school, that his roommate exchanges lumps of flesh for drugs at the Kum Den Smokehouse, and that every day is a moldering motley of whores, cuntcutters, and disease. Unfortunately, atlys never helps Perry forget that, even though his older brother died from an atlys overdose, he will never stop being the tortured middle child.

Set in 2099, THE GREEN KANGAROOS explores the disgusting world of Perry’s addiction to atlys and the Samson family’s addiction to his sobriety.

Darla Decker Diaries 1: Darla Decker Hates to Wait

Patience is not Darla Decker’s strong suit. Surviving sixth grade is tough enough with an annoying older brother, a best friend acting distant, and schoolwork. After adding instructive kissing games and the torturous wait for a real date with her biggest crush, Darla is perpetually torn between behaving like an adult and throwing temper tantrums.

Games of flashlight tag, and the crazy cat lady roaming Shiloh Farms in a “demon bus,” serve as distractions during her parents’ quarrels and her anxiety about show choir auditions. Yet the more Darla waits for her adulthood to begin, the more she learns that summoning patience won’t be the hardest part of being eleven.

A frank and funny look at the path to adulthood, DARLA DECKER HATES TO WAIT begins a journey of love, loss, and the nitty-gritty of growing up through Darla Decker’s eyes.

Tales from the Crust

The toppings: Terror and torment.
The crust: Stuffed with dread and despair.
And the sauce: Well, the sauce is always red.

Whether you’re in the mood for a Chicago-style deep dish of darkness, or prefer a New York wide slice of thin-crusted carnage, or if you just have a hankering for the cheap, cheesy charms of cardboard-crusted, delivered-to-your-door devilry; we have just the slice for you.

Bring your most monstrous of appetites, because we’re serving suspense and horrors both chillingly cosmic and morbidly mundane from acclaimed horror authors such as Brian Evenson, Jessica McHugh, and Cody Goodfellow, as well as up-and-coming literary threats like Craig Wallwork, Sheri White, and Tony McMillen.

Tales From the Crust, stories you can devour in thirty minutes or less or the next one’s free. Whatever that means.

Rabbits in the Garden

At twelve years old, Avery Norton had everything: a boyfriend who was also her best friend, the entirety of Martha’s Vineyard as her playground, and her very own garden to tend. By thirteen, it was all over.The discovery of a secret crypt in the basement starts the Norton family down many unexpected avenues, including one that leads to Avery’s arrest for murder and her subsequent imprisonment in Taunton State Lunatic Asylum.

Set in 1950s Massachusetts, Rabbits in the Garden follows Avery Norton’s struggle to prove her innocence, exact her revenge, and escape Taunton with her mind intact.